&&all i know is, you've got to give me everything nothing less cause, you know i'd give you all of me. i'd give you everything that i am i'm handin' over everything that i've got cause i wanna have a really true love don't ever wanna have to go and give you up. stay up till 4 in the morning and the tears are pourin cuz i wanna make it worth the fight what have we been doing for all this time, babyy if were gunna do it, come on do it right.

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i am nowhere near perfect
i eat when i am bored
im hoping that one day i wont need a fake smile
i live by quotes that explains exactly what im going through
i have bestfriends and enemies
i have drama and memories
i am an average girl

--im just an ordinary girl, who cares most about her hair.
i usually screw things up, and had the most embarassing times in life.
im not perfect and i am what i am, my friends and I do sometimes fight & a day can pass by, lke nothing happened right.
i maybe the kind of girl who cant get over things easily.
who can forgive but can never forget.
who is informed that everyone has their own bad sides && who knows that herself can be a total bitch.
but when i think about it and take a step back I remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe.
which would also remind me that im lucky to be simply imperfect.

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life is confusing. so much things happen in the certain time the lord has givenn you to live. peoplee come and go into one's life. no one ever knows what the future holds between everyone. challenges comes in. arguments takes place. results gives experiences. same routines happens in many different kinds of situations, with many different people around you. having a small world comes into a person's mind because of connections that were made since birth. at times, you even wish that you never met a certain person, or you never did such thing. but in the end, a person realizes the mistakes s/he did. sometimes people regret, sometimes they don't. sometimes they're thankful, sometimes they're not. but by the end of the day, everything happens for a reason. maybe to make someone aware of what's going on. maybe to remind someone that nobody's perfect, that everyone makes mistakes, that everyone deserves a second chance. maybe to let someone know it was right to take advantage of anything or maybe for everyone to know what's right or what's wrong. there are some people that doesn't learn with one time thing, they learn on the second or third time they get hurt, maybe fourth, or sometimes even more, but each time those results gives you more experiences, it should be another way of helping a person to find his/her right path to get to his/her right destination. yes it's true that throughout those challenges that comes into a person's life, those people that came into a person's life and will leave when time comes, to those people who left already, and to those people that will come, sadness && happiness will always be around them. tears that comes down one's face and especially the smiles that will come out unto them is part of everything. part of something a we call destiny.

by: kCatalig.

you're being stupidd.. she's just a waste of time! she's using you as a rebound. everything about her are all lies. she's with her boyfriendd that is about 8201 miles away from here. she's just gunna hurt you. im telling youu. to her, you're just like one of those guys that she played around with. she's not worth it.

whores are whores
sluts are sluts
bitches are bitches
&& you are you.

woah, that was unexpected.. i thought you guys were just bestfriends. as in tight friends, but i didn't know that there was something going on between you two. dude, you have a fucking girl, then you kiss me, and now you're fuckingg one of our friends. tsk. i wonder who's next.


anyways, julie's debut party was last night and it went great. we had some problems on getting there, and with the drinking session. damn, people got started with a 76% percent alcohol, and everyone was complaining cuz it was burning hard. one of us already threw up with the first shot. ahahha, i'm gunna admit i almost did, but i didnt. yeheyyy ! :) but im never drinking that shit ever againn -_- so after the first shot everyone had, people couldn't control themselves. they wouldn't shut up. after finishing the polar ice, everyone was hyper. we were on the smirnoff vodka till the debutante had to stop the party because we were at a hotel and the noise was too loud. sucks. but after everyone was just all over the building.. there were five rooms that we were going in and out of. receptionist kept on asking us if what room we were in, they were probably already thinking that we were doing something 'illegal'. but whatever.. generally it was fun last night, the sad part is i lost $20 :(

i seriously dont get you.. we kiss, then i told you the truth that i like you. 2 days after you invite me to your house early in the morning, then i came.. you know what we almost did that day. tapos 2 days after, you just suddenly stop talking to me.. e2 nmn ako nagpapakatanga, hoping that you'd talk to me the way you did before, but it never happened, and you didnt even bother telling me the stupid reason why.. tas im gunna find out right now na my gf ka pla ? dude, may feelings din ako. tangina ang tanga koh ! you made me happy for a bit, peroo wala rin pla.. i was hoping so much things too happen, pero sobrang impossible pla. tsk. ang labo mo rin eh.. i'm not some kind of whore that you can take advatage of without myself knowing because i was stupid enough to fucking like you.. i thought you were different.. i thought you were one of the serious guys when it comes to relationships. but i guess not. thanks for the incomplete 2 days of happiness.

today was boringg, but the whole day all i was thinking about is you. i wanna freakinn hatee you. you're being stupid. i dn't get why you can't just fuckn talk to me. what do you wannt me to do? god i feel dumb waiting. waitingg for nothing. im giving you enough clues that i could possibly giive.. leaving messages from sites to sites to let know, to remind you what i feel for you. i don't know if you're acting like you don't care or you just simply don't care. either way, im asking you a favor. please let me know. cuz im tired of waiting for nothing. it's so simple.. it's either you like me or not. that's it. all of you have to do is to tell me the truth. tell me what you really feel. i dont get why you have to make every single fuckingg thing so hard. you know im struggling through this shit, and it is hurting me more knowing and seeing that you dont care. but i dont wanna think negatively unless you tell me, unless it comes from you. so just tell me and i'm ready to accept the truth. just like everyyone else, i'd rather get hurt by the truth than be comforted with a lie.